today ..
soo today i went to andrews wiht devon and tyler nima and rudolpho was there.. it was fun .. we went to the park and yeha it was funn..especialy when tyler like nroke him self.. im srry tyelr but that is soo funny !1 hahaha .. yeah it was. we were all laughing then i came hom and had a melt down b/c i cant stop thinking about my dad.. its like all i can think of is when he was on that bed just lying there so life less.. and me sitting my by mom waitin for him to wake upa nd smile and see his family and be the dad i know he is . but it never happend.. i can still feel his skin that was soo cold .. and the silence that broke my heart when i said his name and nuthing came outta his mouth .. i remember the sound and t he music and everything.. it amkes me cry soo much when i think of it .. and that is all tonight has been .. is me crying.. idk .. imgonna post pics l8ter b/c im to tired to rightnow.. so i love u all .. and ill talktoo u later
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