Sep 12, 2007 13:59
When things go wrong, and when you finally try to make up for all your faults. It’s too late.
Despair and regret is worst pain anyone can endure. How long will this last, when will I be “okay”?. I wrote my last letter to him, earlier this morning, hopefully these will be the last tears that fall for him, hopefully I’ll find it in me to stop thinking of him, time is the most evil thing. I’m still learning to be patient. For what though?
With myself
With other people.
I’m learning to understand. Learning to listen properly, and stop wanting the want to be wanted.
Do I make sense? Or am I rambling?
I’ve never felt so sorry
Never had I had to beg.
Never again will I do what I’ve done.