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~i love skindread... i've never listened to them until the other day.. and i've only listened to a few songs. but i think they're great.
~my boyfriend met my extended crazy loud family yesterday for turkey day... and he's still my boyfriend.. that is a good sign.
~i made 70 measly bucks tonight at work.. and i closed. damnit that's the one thing i hate about the holiday season-- people either don't go out to eat as much.. or they are cheap when they tip.
~4 more days til the bru concert.... holy crap just the thought of that turns me on..
~so i am happy with alot more things in my life.. more than there has been.. but i am still a fuck up.. i need to grow up and get my act straight once and for all.. i tell my parents that i can't be following these silly rules anymore.. i'm almost 21.. but then again i still live under their roof... drive their car(mine broke).. and go to school with their money.. i guess they can do whatever they want. but i just need to save money and be more responsible.
~anyone know any good books to read? i haven't read any good ones lately and its annoying.
~i love christmas music.. my favorite is neil diamond's version of "so this is christmas".... it makes me so happy to listen to that song. i suggest everyone who reads this download it right now. that man has the sexiest voice ever!
~i miss my new jersey people. i don't necessarily miss the school itself.. when i look back at my two years there.. i was so unhappy. i can't believe i let myself get like that. but i've made some amazing friends.. and i miss them.
~people have to grow up ALOT in life.. you think you've grown up.. you think you've been thru so much.. then something else happens and you realize how naive you are. it's really annoying.
~i hate college. i just want it to be over. i'm sure i would love it if i didnt mess up so much my first 2 years. i still have a ways to go before i graduate.. but even then will i be ready for the real world? probably not. i can't even handle college. i honestly need to figure out what i want to do with my life because i am throwing my parents money away on classes that i dont want to take and that i fail. i don't want to do anything. is that normal? like right now i just want to waitress and have fun. there are things i love doing.. but i just dont FEEL like doing them- yet anyway. grrr.. this is really annoying.
~my boyfriend met my extended crazy loud family yesterday for turkey day... and he's still my boyfriend.. that is a good sign.
~i made 70 measly bucks tonight at work.. and i closed. damnit that's the one thing i hate about the holiday season-- people either don't go out to eat as much.. or they are cheap when they tip.
~4 more days til the bru concert.... holy crap just the thought of that turns me on..
~so i am happy with alot more things in my life.. more than there has been.. but i am still a fuck up.. i need to grow up and get my act straight once and for all.. i tell my parents that i can't be following these silly rules anymore.. i'm almost 21.. but then again i still live under their roof... drive their car(mine broke).. and go to school with their money.. i guess they can do whatever they want. but i just need to save money and be more responsible.
~anyone know any good books to read? i haven't read any good ones lately and its annoying.
~i love christmas music.. my favorite is neil diamond's version of "so this is christmas".... it makes me so happy to listen to that song. i suggest everyone who reads this download it right now. that man has the sexiest voice ever!
~i miss my new jersey people. i don't necessarily miss the school itself.. when i look back at my two years there.. i was so unhappy. i can't believe i let myself get like that. but i've made some amazing friends.. and i miss them.
~people have to grow up ALOT in life.. you think you've grown up.. you think you've been thru so much.. then something else happens and you realize how naive you are. it's really annoying.
~i hate college. i just want it to be over. i'm sure i would love it if i didnt mess up so much my first 2 years. i still have a ways to go before i graduate.. but even then will i be ready for the real world? probably not. i can't even handle college. i honestly need to figure out what i want to do with my life because i am throwing my parents money away on classes that i dont want to take and that i fail. i don't want to do anything. is that normal? like right now i just want to waitress and have fun. there are things i love doing.. but i just dont FEEL like doing them- yet anyway. grrr.. this is really annoying.