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MssrHons: I have been hopeing to see you online for like the last week but whatever. I love you, miss you, and can't wait to come visit.
news in my love life? it's always jonathan.
made out with tall kid at a party.
turns out he had a girl friend this entire time and got mad at me for calling him a sleazeball. please i hope i never see you again. you are not what i need in my life at all.
made out with brian at a party { again}
this was a major bad move on my part, but i honestly didn't even KNOW that I did it. How sad is that? i obviously have a drinking problem. i mean, obvvvviiioousssuly. i hate myself sometimes. we had the talk where i tell him i was just drunk, etc. it was horrible, but it couldve been worse ya know. he keeps calling and we ARE friends so im not going to ignore him. normally that's what i do, just to make things less awkward. but like i said, we are friends and i dont want to NOT be his friend so. whatever.
made out with werner [back to that drinking problem...] and he stopped me halfway through because "even though its really hard not to kiss me, he feels like something isnt right, like we're crossing a boundary that we shouldnt"... umm, what? you're eric werner. enough. no, but really. he is one of my best friends at pitt, and in life. i love this kid to death and making out drunkenly isn't something that friends do. i'm glad he stopped me. i wasnt in my sober mind and he knew that. i respect him a lot for that. i think any other guy would just go for it ya know. but not little wern. such a good boy.
went up to creepy david lloyd at a party and told him that i creep on him from afar.
turns out, i wasnt lying, and hes totally into it. we've been texting. i'm an idiot.
what is my life, really?
happy, because i got a post card from australia today!
sad, because heath ledger from australia died today!
news in my love life? it's always jonathan.
made out with tall kid at a party.
turns out he had a girl friend this entire time and got mad at me for calling him a sleazeball. please i hope i never see you again. you are not what i need in my life at all.
made out with brian at a party { again}
this was a major bad move on my part, but i honestly didn't even KNOW that I did it. How sad is that? i obviously have a drinking problem. i mean, obvvvviiioousssuly. i hate myself sometimes. we had the talk where i tell him i was just drunk, etc. it was horrible, but it couldve been worse ya know. he keeps calling and we ARE friends so im not going to ignore him. normally that's what i do, just to make things less awkward. but like i said, we are friends and i dont want to NOT be his friend so. whatever.
made out with werner [back to that drinking problem...] and he stopped me halfway through because "even though its really hard not to kiss me, he feels like something isnt right, like we're crossing a boundary that we shouldnt"... umm, what? you're eric werner. enough. no, but really. he is one of my best friends at pitt, and in life. i love this kid to death and making out drunkenly isn't something that friends do. i'm glad he stopped me. i wasnt in my sober mind and he knew that. i respect him a lot for that. i think any other guy would just go for it ya know. but not little wern. such a good boy.
went up to creepy david lloyd at a party and told him that i creep on him from afar.
turns out, i wasnt lying, and hes totally into it. we've been texting. i'm an idiot.
what is my life, really?
happy, because i got a post card from australia today!
sad, because heath ledger from australia died today!