Sep 08, 2005 19:10
Please someone tell me:
When your with someone are they supposed to treat they're friends better then you? are they? are they supposed to yell at you all the time. are they? someone please help me here! PLEASE! like...do they yell at you all the time, complain, treat your friends way better then you. JOKE AROUND WITH ALL YOUR FRIENDS AND THEN GO BITCH ABOUT THEM BEHIND THEY'RE BACKS AND MAKE FUN OF THEM TO ME. is this real love. NO. its not. no love here. and honestly i dont think i can be in the relationship anymore. if its not happening to you NOONE knows how it feels to be treated like this. all guys are fuckin assholes and they should go suck each other off because honestly i cant handle it anymore. this relationship has honestly been bullshit since day one. IM NOT HAPPY ANYMORE. NOT AT ALL. if im not happy in a relationship then whats the point of being in one. i dont think ill ever be happy in this. nothing will change. she'll always be your friend and ill always be your complaint line. thats it. please someone help me because i must think stupidly...i didnt think that love was all about fuckin yelling and complaining. cuz...i cant do anything else. im sick of being treated like shit by EVERYONE. i honeslty need to like run away. and never come back. and never see any people again. ever again. and im honestly thinking about it. i dont care who "cares about me." if you cared about me then youd listen to what i had to say and not critisize.
p.s. its pretty bad when my fuckin friend knows your flirting with her. thats bad. and knows it has to stop.
IS IT SO HARD TO ASK TO TREAT ME BETTER? IM WOULDNT BE A FUCKIN RECORD IF I JUST WANTED SOMEONE TO LOVE ME. THATS IT. HONESTLY...IF I HAD A BABY RIGHT NOW I WOULDNT EVEN CARE. AT LEAST I WOULD HAVE SOMEONE. I JUST WOULDNT WANT TO HAVE IT WITH....NEVERMIND. THINK FOR YOURSELF.
*yup. another stupid moment from katie- just what hes gonna think*
maybe you should stop thinking about yourself.
FOR ONE FUCKIN MOMENT.
honestly.
i want to be with you...but maybe your just not the one.
do you want me to keep thinking this?