Jun 21, 2005 20:02
amy...
first off you know i wasnt mad at you for anything today right? it wasnt your fault at all...and leeanne and shy thought i was mad at you for some reason i wasnt. mike was the first one i was mad at. not because of you. i wasnt mad at you. it was something i wanted to discuss with mike but he was high and shit. then...i explained it to you and you helped me a bit so i went out on the front porch with you. cmon amy...do you actually want to ruin a relationship on a joint being thrown at you...like really? I DIDNT DO ANYTHING WRONG. how many joints have you thrown at people and thought it was funny? honestly. you know im right. how can you honesly think that you can end a friendship over this? its so dumb. i didnt do nothing wrong and im not going to apologize for something thats not my fault...although i have to most of the time. does it really seem fair. and i didnt mean it when i said i hated you i was just pissed. you know i was having like the worst day OF MY LIFE. i honeslty dont hate you. how can i? I WAS JUST HAVING A REALLY BAD DAY. honestly. nothing could have gone worse. NOTHING. i hated everything today. you dont understand. everything. and i didnt try to stop you because when your mad...your mad. and i know not to get the way.
i just think that you should think about this. im not apoligizing. what are you going to say why we're not friends anymore. because i threw a joint at you. which by my records and everyone else's youve done it all to us? i dont hate you. and im sorry for being mad but it wasnt at you and i was just having a real bad day and it just all blows up in my face. everytime i get mad something it blows up in my face. EVERYTIME. i cant get mad at noone. NOONE. and im sorry for getting mad. i didnt mean the shit about cleaning up i really didnt care. you know people say things when they're mad. i just took what mike did out on you. i truly did. i didnt mean to. im sorry about that. i am sory..
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Why do i have to apoligize for something that i didnt mean to do. everyone has bad days right. today you saw mine. and it wasnt pretty. dont not be my freidns anymore over it? you have your bad days all the time. then i have one and im not allowed. thanks.