Honestly...

Jun 19, 2005 19:12

Am i actually doing something really wrong in life? like really bad...? everything i seem to do lately blows up in my face or turns up to be my fault. and todays fathers day...happy fathers day dad. i dontknow where you are. i know you dont even care. honestly. neither do i anymore. i have a guy. hes great. if i ever lose him i will die. but i dont know...everyone tells me im stupid and all this other shit. i just dont listen. i know i should. im fucking retarded. honestly. i think i am. am i doing something wrong? i dont know but if i get mad or annoyed or fed up i do things i dont want to do. and if this happens i will fucking die. I just dont know anymore. i dont know...i think im dumb.

or maybe just happy.

katie<3

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I make so many bad decisions in life...i just wish someone would put me on the staight and narrow. honestly.
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