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i dont know, today was an adventure and a half. I guess in my last entry i needed to just vent.. but laura and liz were here and they helped me get through today. we went back into the woods by this pretty creek and there was this small waterfall that i have never seen before and it was like romantic/magical... and i wish timmy was there with me. thats where i was going to have his picnic. but yeah, we kidded around for awhile and just splashed in the water but then we all calmed down and just sat there on rocks and thought about alot of things. i sat there for an hour and a half and just put my feet in the water and took in nature. it was beyond beautiful. then we came home and layed out.. and then laura was riding my bike, and she came down the hill REAL fast and hit my breaks REAL hard and only the back one. and she flew in the air and fell on the ground and the bike on top of her. she got pretty messed up and it was so scary. it was like in slow motion when it happened... i cant even remember my reaction, i was in shock. and she messed up her wrist really bad;; so she had to leave and go to the hospital, and lizzy went with her. but yeah, so i tanned some more and layed in my yard and thought about things until the sun went down... and i guess today was a relaxing day, well minus laura's incident. but, i miss timmy alot, and it does bum me out that our plans got ruined but when i was sitting on a rock looking at the waterfall i called timmy; and i talked to him and bryan.. and when i talked to bryan, hes like "no... timmy WANTS to be there with you.. i honestly think he wants to be with you more than hanging out with us right now." and that made me feel alot better, you know? im not mad at him-- i couldnt be mad at a boy who when i see him i smile and who gives me the butterflies and makes me weak in the knees, i just cant. everything between us is perfect, more than perfect... and tomorrow he is coming home and were spending his real birthday together and i am beyond excited.. im estatic.
happy early birthday baby. i miss you.
happy early birthday baby. i miss you.