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So at 24 years old....I finally and genuinely don't care what my parents think of me / my lifestyle.
Some shit has been going on with them and another family member, and i've realized that they all have their own downfalls. They can no longer stand on their soapboxes towering high above me.
Brandon and I are working on taking over all my bills that they still pay for so i can finally be 'Free' of any control they have over me. I'm finally sick of what they do for me, being hung over my head at any opportunity. I would rather go without my Starbucks, and going out to lunch everyday etc. than have shit held against me....its about time right? I know it will make Brandon happy too, he hates having things given to him and its been a hard thing for him, which i didnt even realize until recently.
I got my first visible tattoo while in Orlando last week, and to me its a representation of breaking free of their reign, as cheesy as that sounds. Many more to come. If you've ever known me then you know this is a BIG deal. I also realized that i will be able to get my shoulders done and still be able to wear work attire without them being seen. CANNOT WAIT.
In other news, i think i am close to being done breastfeeding...it has been QUITE the journey. It has been so rewarding yet so challenging at the same time. I am gonna drag it out for a little bit longer because i'm not ready just yet, but soon, very soon. Its been 7 months already, so i'm pretty proud of myself. I havent had more than a glass of wine in 16 months! so crazy. I'm sure the first time i drink is gonna be PRETTAY hillarious. I'm definitely not planning on drinking like i used to..obviously i am a mom now and have a responsibilities that i didnt have before. Plus i have never had anyone watch Addie-Mae for more than a few hours, surprisingly my mom doesnt watch Addie hardly ever. She has her own things she is busy with so i pretty much dont even ask anymore.
Yesterday my parents closed on there lake house that they are tearing down and rebuilding, today they are going to pick up my mom's new BMW..I just feel like at this point i really dont have a lot in common with them. Some day this will change i'm sure. But for now i want to focus on my own little family.
K baby is up. The end.
Some shit has been going on with them and another family member, and i've realized that they all have their own downfalls. They can no longer stand on their soapboxes towering high above me.
Brandon and I are working on taking over all my bills that they still pay for so i can finally be 'Free' of any control they have over me. I'm finally sick of what they do for me, being hung over my head at any opportunity. I would rather go without my Starbucks, and going out to lunch everyday etc. than have shit held against me....its about time right? I know it will make Brandon happy too, he hates having things given to him and its been a hard thing for him, which i didnt even realize until recently.
I got my first visible tattoo while in Orlando last week, and to me its a representation of breaking free of their reign, as cheesy as that sounds. Many more to come. If you've ever known me then you know this is a BIG deal. I also realized that i will be able to get my shoulders done and still be able to wear work attire without them being seen. CANNOT WAIT.
In other news, i think i am close to being done breastfeeding...it has been QUITE the journey. It has been so rewarding yet so challenging at the same time. I am gonna drag it out for a little bit longer because i'm not ready just yet, but soon, very soon. Its been 7 months already, so i'm pretty proud of myself. I havent had more than a glass of wine in 16 months! so crazy. I'm sure the first time i drink is gonna be PRETTAY hillarious. I'm definitely not planning on drinking like i used to..obviously i am a mom now and have a responsibilities that i didnt have before. Plus i have never had anyone watch Addie-Mae for more than a few hours, surprisingly my mom doesnt watch Addie hardly ever. She has her own things she is busy with so i pretty much dont even ask anymore.
Yesterday my parents closed on there lake house that they are tearing down and rebuilding, today they are going to pick up my mom's new BMW..I just feel like at this point i really dont have a lot in common with them. Some day this will change i'm sure. But for now i want to focus on my own little family.
K baby is up. The end.