wat's going on..?
i've been feeling really distant with lots of my friends right now. i dunno why. it's like we never have anything to talk about anymore.. outta the millions of topics, we can't even find one. it's kinda sad when i'm just sitting there with my friend and there's just so much awkward silence. i just wanna walk away but i kno i'm not gonna. and then i try to make something to talk about by saying something or watever, and they just *nod and smile*. now really, how does that contribute anything to this conversation i'm attempting to have with you? i mean, most of the time when i nod and smile is when i don't really kno wat's going on/am not listening/don't really care. so when you do it to me, i kinda kno wat's up. or when i'd be like "soo.. what's new with you"... --"nothing". well wow, how did i kno you were gonna say that. haha i guess it's my fault for asking that question in the first place when i kno the response. dur. anyways.. this isn't directed towards anyone inparticular, because this has been happening with quite a few ppl. owell i guess. i don't wanna go into anymore detail, so i'll just quit here.