May 02, 2005 20:51
i have not updated in awhile... but this weekend was really boaring.... rachel cade jason laina and i were soposed to hang out this weekend... but rachel couldent.. so maybe next time we can... damn i really wanted to meat CADE and JASON!!! but thats ok..lol.. so i did nothen on sat or sunday... on monday was boaring to.. after school laina n i were going to go running but we dident..lol...
omg i am having the worst time ever... grrr.. i can not tell if he likes me or not.. i am having mixed signals.. i dont know what to do... and like he is really nice and i dont know like grr i cant stop thinking about him... its really bothering me like u have no idea...grsh. and like i hear that he likes me but i just cant tell i need to ask him but i am scared :/ what should i do..cuz idk.. i just need help..GRSH it all. all i can think about is him... and like all i talk about is him.. and it makes me mad cuz obivously i like him i mean its like right there... and i know that he knows it... but like if in school one more person calls me pregnet then i am going to scream....it is so mean its going to make me cry i am trying to lose weight ok so like dont do it.... i hate every one who has called me that...so yeah well i g2g ttyl lyl..smooch...xoxox
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