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a continuation of the last thought, and last journal entry ----
another thing that makes this place not seem like home anymore, is the people that I know, and the friends I have made, aren't here anymore...Everyone is leaving because they KNOW this hellhole town SUCKS!!! Randy, my best friend left to Toronto to university, same with Nick, Ashley is staying in Hamilton..they were really the only people outside school I talked to since I came home from Germany...they were the only ones that cared enough. Even though I still talk to them, I wish they were HERE... And now that I am not in school, I don't even talk to the people I used to know there...everything is changing so fast, and being at home feels so lonely...I think my own father enjoys me not around, because he doesnt *care* what I do.
I'm glad I still have ONE person who does want me around here...
another thing that makes this place not seem like home anymore, is the people that I know, and the friends I have made, aren't here anymore...Everyone is leaving because they KNOW this hellhole town SUCKS!!! Randy, my best friend left to Toronto to university, same with Nick, Ashley is staying in Hamilton..they were really the only people outside school I talked to since I came home from Germany...they were the only ones that cared enough. Even though I still talk to them, I wish they were HERE... And now that I am not in school, I don't even talk to the people I used to know there...everything is changing so fast, and being at home feels so lonely...I think my own father enjoys me not around, because he doesnt *care* what I do.
I'm glad I still have ONE person who does want me around here...