I usually don't think like this, but at 2:48 in the morning what the hell...
So the year is almost over and it has been a pretty crazy one.
Many things in my life have changed over the past year.
Most I enjoy, but others I wished would have never happened.
I've made many new friends, lost touch with ones that I never thought I would loose touch with.
I live in a different town for most months of the year and enjoy it.
I realize how much I miss my family when I'm home, but how much I miss being away at the same time.
I've always been comfortable with myself, but this past year has really let me see who I am.
The friends I have I know will always be there for me for anything. To talk to, drive around with, go to dinner with, to play music with, and so on...
I've gotten closer with both of my brothers and enjoy it. I can talk to them about almost anything.
I'm ready for a new year, not to "start fresh" but to move on with life.
You can't erase the past and I have really learned that this past year. What's done is done and I must live with that. Good or bad, I must live with it.
If I had any resolution for the new year it would be just to enjoy the moments I have with my friends and family like I have really been doing for the past 4 months or so.
An entire year of that will be amazing.
I'm glad I'm taking the steps to better myself and my future.
I see so many people my age or older not doing anything and it makes me sad.
I wish they had the same opportunity as I do to experience things, but what can you do.
I was talking to someone much older than me the other day and we both agreed that kids should experience things so they can actually decide what they want in life. These pre-concieved notions of life without experience is crazy to me. How can you say you want one certain thing if you haven't explored what's out there. That's just my opinion. Take it however.
Many of my friends and people I know always say this, "Phil's a good guy." and I don't ever think about it. I hope it's true though.
I've said I don't care what people think about me, but that is naive. I do care to a certain extent, but just in different ways than most.
That's it for now.
This post is pretty random and long!!!
Many things in my life have changed over the past year.
Most I enjoy, but others I wished would have never happened.
I've made many new friends, lost touch with ones that I never thought I would loose touch with.
I live in a different town for most months of the year and enjoy it.
I realize how much I miss my family when I'm home, but how much I miss being away at the same time.
I've always been comfortable with myself, but this past year has really let me see who I am.
The friends I have I know will always be there for me for anything. To talk to, drive around with, go to dinner with, to play music with, and so on...
I've gotten closer with both of my brothers and enjoy it. I can talk to them about almost anything.
I'm ready for a new year, not to "start fresh" but to move on with life.
You can't erase the past and I have really learned that this past year. What's done is done and I must live with that. Good or bad, I must live with it.
If I had any resolution for the new year it would be just to enjoy the moments I have with my friends and family like I have really been doing for the past 4 months or so.
An entire year of that will be amazing.
I'm glad I'm taking the steps to better myself and my future.
I see so many people my age or older not doing anything and it makes me sad.
I wish they had the same opportunity as I do to experience things, but what can you do.
I was talking to someone much older than me the other day and we both agreed that kids should experience things so they can actually decide what they want in life. These pre-concieved notions of life without experience is crazy to me. How can you say you want one certain thing if you haven't explored what's out there. That's just my opinion. Take it however.
Many of my friends and people I know always say this, "Phil's a good guy." and I don't ever think about it. I hope it's true though.
I've said I don't care what people think about me, but that is naive. I do care to a certain extent, but just in different ways than most.
That's it for now.
This post is pretty random and long!!!