2nd Year is already upon us...
It has been quite the while since I have written in livejournal! I remember when me and jenn started this and would write in it almost every day filling it in with details of highschool and our lovely lives haha. Wow how carefree we were in a way. Now its more then a year after grad and I havent seen her since. I guess thats highschool for you. I'm already in my second year of university and the time is flying by. Time is consumed with worrying about hundreds of readings, assigments, essays, midterms and trying to cram your social life in there too, having the time of your life at parties and with friends and with that all too talked about love life.Already first year in rez is just a memory, one that will be remembered hopefully for a long time. I'm now living in a house in Ottawa with 3 other roommates going to school and basically nothing else. I dont want to ever graduate, i dont want to leave all these poeple that I love behind again. I'm trying now to regain a friendship that I think I have lost for stupid reasons. We used to have the most fun times together, him wanting a kiss through the window and me acting like i dont even know him, petting the dogs " aww look at it, oh hey tom", "white baby", "oh shit", or the times in the library where we could not stop laughing and everyone around us would get pissed off. I want to be able to remember these details, but I have trouble remembering things from highschool..and that wasnt very long ago. You just sit one day and realize its all going by so fast and by tomorow today will just be a memory. I'm becoming good friends with someone..if not more then good friends, he likes to sleepover lots but I'm afraid he wont be patient. I know he will give me just as hard a time as I am giving him becuase we both got out of hard relationships but are trying to move away from them. Jennah who is my roommate I have the most fun with, we come up with the most crazy random shit that you could ever think of. and its always funny to us. "maybe we should like hang out with those guys... WE COULD GO BOWLING" haha good times. or "THE BODY SHOP" wow there are so many more good times with her. I am trying to sit here and describe relationships with poeple so I remember them 5 years down the road. Each place I move to I find these awesome poeple to get along with, and then I leave and they are gone. After uni we will all go off and find jobs and who of us will really talk again? and for how long will the contact go on? I plan on moving to europe and getting an international job. I want to see the world before I settle down, if I even settle down. I feel like my attempt at love failed, and everything got messed up. anyways, back to reading and assignments and midterms ...to all the poeple i never see or talk to anymore...i hope im still a memory you remember..