Jan 04, 2004 23:24
.it's funny how you can really excited about something...and then come to realize that it's not going to happen for you...
.i feel like crying myself to the point of no reason to live...this marks the beginning of emo time.
.at this point...my life sucks. .i hate how things fall through when you least expect them to. .it's not fair to me and it's treating me like i don't even matter...like my feelings are no big deal...fuck you.
.i'm so confused on where you stand. .i'm so confused about everything.
.i miss my friends. .i miss them even more when i come to realize that our hanging out time has stopped to a hiatus...yet they have time for other people, but me...even after you have done huge favors for them...even after you have tried to do everything for them. .if they don't like hanging out with me...they should tell me instead of telling me that we'll do something soon...but never following through with it.
.how come my life has to suck so bad ALL AT ONE TIME. .please God...what's the deal.
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