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.i can't fight back emotions anymore...
.i am really going to fucking miss you.
.i've been biting my tongue. .this is killing me.
.you're my best friend.
.and i really don't want you to go. .but i really want to see your life go in the direction you want it to and i want you to be happy.
.this past week that we finally get to hang out and have things flow perfectly into place just happens to be possibly the last time we get to hang out for a while...
.it was fucking killing me to help you pack up your stuff...
.it was fucking killing me to hear you talk about plane tickets...
.it was fucking killing me to hear you count down the days until you move...
.it was fucking killing me in the backseat today while you were driving...it was pounding into my head.
.i don't want to be so emotional because i just know that it will make it harder...but i need to post this so you know.
.my home is always open to you if things don't work out.
.you can come back and we can get an apartment together and rock out to powerline all day.
.we can watch the aristocats and do the tararaboomdeeay dance.
.we can watch joanna steal the eggs from the box and then watch her growl after she gets her hands shut in it.
.we can watch thomas o'malley shake his head and freak out the french driver.
.we can watch bernard play in the snow.
.i'm always here for you...don't forget me.
.thank you for being my best friend and being the only girl i can actually stand.
.thank you for everything.
.i'll miss you.