Jan 17, 2005 22:37
.threw a surprise party for shey on sunday. .it didn't go quite as i had planned it but it was fun nonetheless. .i got him a teenage mutant ninja turtle sword that made noises. .it came with a mask. .and then i got him 'the lair' for the tmnt. .it folded up into a carrying case. .i helped him put it together. .it was great. .i still need to get the action figures that go with it.
.carre spent the night on saturday night. .we made some awesome cups of ice water. .alex was supposed to stay, but she had to go home and by the time she got home, her mom said it was too late to come back. .which really sucked. .so carre and i watched the sword in the stone and we fell asleep. .then the next morning we went to wal-mart in which i spent $97 for the party, including the gifts. .it was awesome. .i'm glad i finally got to spend time with carre. .she's a really awesome person and i'm sorry i didn't do it sooner. .however, next time alex must join the partay.
.i woke up this morning to shey holding me and looking at me. .he kissed me and ran his fingers through my hair. .it was great. .he was so beautiful. .that's exactly how i want it to be. .i want to wake up with him next to me every morning. .i want to wake up with that feeling. .he is the most amazing person i've ever met. .i love him with everything i have to give. .and knowing that i'll go through life with him right beside me makes me want to be a better person. .he really is my all. .i miss him terribly...
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