same old same old

[xperfectdreamx]

well, i haven't checked my page in awhile. i haven't had much to say. it's kind of depressing to see no one's left comments asking where i've been or how i'm doing. it just goes to show how crappy of a friend i was and am. anyways i haven't been up to much. i've become a hermit actually. last june i saw a psychiatrist and finally got some meds for my social anxiety disorder. i've been too ashame of myself to be around anyone. i always felt that i should get over my depression and other problems fix before i could become close/open up to anyone. but all that did was isolated myself.
so, i know no one i've met in real life will read this, but i apologize for always seeming so rude and strange.

sorry for the typos, and horrible grammar. i have a huge headache right now