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well. i broke his heart. why is it that i get so deep into things and then all of a sudden don't want to move forward with them? this is killing me.. i hate hurting people or making people sad, or mad. it just pains me to see. now he's moving to thailand, and is more depressed than i've ever seen him, but i shouldn't worry about his reaction because i can't keep worrying so much about other people.. this is stressful. i need to go out tonight. rawr.