More bullshit.
All I ever do is bitch on here. But I don't think very many people read this, so it's ok. I hate feeling like this. We are arguing way too much. It shouldn't be like this. I miss the nights when we used to sleep tangled up in each other. Now you just roll over the other way. I miss when you used to call me just to tell me that you loved me. Now you don't say it half the time we talk. I just want to spend some fucking time together. Yeah, we see each other everyday, but we never "Spend" time together. Other people are always around, and me cooking and cleaning up while you sit and watch tv doesn't count. I don't feel appreciated. I want to feel like I am irreplacable. I don't feel like that, not at all. Hell, I know I am not if you can get head and get fucked by 2 different girls in the 5 days we were broken up. I am most certainly not. I hate that, cause I love you. Sometimes I hate that I love you. I feel like such a bitch for thinking this way, but I can't help it. I want to be with you forever, but I want to fucking kill you sometimes too. I have no idea why I ever write this shit. It doesn't do any good, hardly anyone reads it, and the one that should read it won't. I guess that's why I write in here, instead of my myspace or facebook. Cause I know that he could read it on there. Relationships require responsibility. I just wonder if you are up to the job?