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is all this what it takes to justify all the anger that you always have and have had? is dwelling on the number of phone calls and angry words really going to make everything so wonderful? when everything is great and you're still angry, how will you justify it then? i will never do more or less than love and adore you. you were the best and worst of my life, but mostly the best. but i will not be the justification forever. everything i do is not so horrible. everything about me is not so anger-inspiring. and i won't be around forever to love and adore. eventually i'll dissapear too and that'll be everything. nothing more to hate and be angry at. only the anger.