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well i thought i was over the whole people drinking and smoking bothering me thing, but it hasnt. i thought after the whole getting my boyfriends to stop thing, then my friends starting up again, and people wanting me to do it.. i thought i was over the whole deal.. but i guess im not.. my loves.. the ones i love with all of my heart and would marry if they legally could, do it.. i dont say anything to them cause i love them more than my life.. but i do feel uncomfortable talking with them while they are under the influence or even while they arent and theyre just talking about it.. i dunno.. im not trying to change them, and I love them just how they are.. i just do wish they wouldnt do it.. for their own sakes.. i dont want them to have all the after effects that these products have.. i get on the phone with these people and i almost break down and cry, but i dont, cause i know i cant do that to them.. its their life.. its their choices.. i just want to let them know that i love them so much.. be careful guys..
M.A. R.P. C.L. <3
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M.A. R.P. C.L. <3
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