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hey guys today kinda sucked last night me and holly had a not soo pleasant text message conversation and it looked like it was all crashing down i didnt get hardly any sleep and whrn i finally did i cried myself there(such a puss i know) then me and holly talked today and were kinda seeing other people when we got off of the phone i had to put on this mask and make everybody think everything was fine but inside it felt like someone snuck in and set my chest and throat on fire fighting tears is the worst feeling in the world next to a broken heart then i kinda felt better after i had some alone time then we went to the mall and i bought (yet another As I Lay Dying shirt) its pretty baaad !anyways i went to church kinda feeling good and yet still sooo broken we had great service and it seemed like everything was at peace and was going to be okay then we went and ate and then i came home and holly called and for some reason i didnt talk to her although i really wanted too then i look at my phone like 10 mins later and theres a text from holly soo i called her and we talked about how we feel and how things just dont (feel) the same way anymore which is true but aaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhh sooooooo confused but i cant help but feel like its already taken care of and i have more peace about the situation than i have for like 2 weeks i know i lov...........im in love with holly and i hope and pray that EVERYTHING will work out and it will i just gotta have faith!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i love you guys and i LOVE YOU HOLLY sweet dreams guys GOODN!GHT........................................ Oh and i think its the coolest that THIS DAY WILL BURN got special thanks in the new underoath cd Check it out