take a guess
i hate it when you dont call me back
i hate being led on
i hate being ditched by you like ur the king of france or something
i hate how much of a smartass you are.
i hate feeling like i beg you to pay me 5mins of your attention.
but mostly-i hate that i give a shit. ive spent the past month and a half miserably wishing to try again. but im fucking done. i can only put myself out there so many times to get burned. i knew better-i really did. and yet...here i am. still wanting to talk to you. this feeling i have right now is why i always pull back and keep relationships at a safe distance. because there is no worse feeling than a broken heart. and i had hoped id never feel it again. but here i am. maybe i deserve it. it can only go up from here...right?
i hate being led on
i hate being ditched by you like ur the king of france or something
i hate how much of a smartass you are.
i hate feeling like i beg you to pay me 5mins of your attention.
but mostly-i hate that i give a shit. ive spent the past month and a half miserably wishing to try again. but im fucking done. i can only put myself out there so many times to get burned. i knew better-i really did. and yet...here i am. still wanting to talk to you. this feeling i have right now is why i always pull back and keep relationships at a safe distance. because there is no worse feeling than a broken heart. and i had hoped id never feel it again. but here i am. maybe i deserve it. it can only go up from here...right?