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Josh and I have decided that there's far too many kinks in our relationship for it to last as long as we want it to, so we're taking a break. I'm still not sure what this means as of yet, but we will no longer be living together and he'll "give me as much space as [I] want." But I think we're still together. I just don't know the details. Yanno the little things, like whether or not I should start changing in the bathroom and wear more stuff to bed. Last night it just felt like everything was crashing down. There was a lot of crying involved. But when I woke up today, my eyes were dry and I'm starting to see the better side of it. Since this new living arrangement is so sudden, I'll be staying at dad's house again, but in the RV, cause my step-sister has taken over my upstairs. But that shouldn't be for too long. I'll be going to Oakland, Califor-ni-a from July 2nd-9th to stay with my sister, and when I get back, there might be an apartment open where Krystle lives. Some ppl are suppose to be evicted and my name's on the waiting list. There's fences there, so I'll have a place for my pups. and I know exactly how I want to paint mine! Krys and I are going to have a different color paint for every body part and we'll body paint my fence with explicit scenes. I'm so excited.
One big problem though:

I don't have a place for my dogs until I get my own place. Any suggestions? please?