i feel like i've dropped off of the face of the earth. i work all the time. i dont have time to study, or see anybody. i'm exauhsted. but i'd feel bad for quitting. i mean, when i went to the hospital, mrs. dot paid me for 8 hours that i was not there for. of course me having to leave there on a stretcher might have had something to do with it, it was still a very kind gesture. but, if i did quit, i'd get to work with my dad, have time to see my family, have time for school and just maybe have energy to get up and get out every now and then. of course it isn't steady, but i've also got that phone answering job. so its not like i'm being totally lazy. i dont know, i'll figure something out.