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[xpainfuldreamer]

Not many people understand why I did what I did. It wasnt to be mean or to be immature. It wasnt because I didnt care. It was because it helped me. Call me selfish all you want. Atleast its better than the pain. Im angry and im sad. its all i ever am. I hate thinking about it.  The advice given to me was to erase everything..and i did. and it helped, to an extent. Im sorry.

Im starting a new chapter.