headin down to the big easy
im still in brooklyn, we leave for philly tonight. then tomorrow get on a plane and land in new orleans. i've sort of been looking forward to this trip as a big run away fun times sort of affair. the stupid hair cut ive been harassing amy to give me is a testament to that. but im also starting to realize/ brace myself for the fact that its probably gonna be pretty fucked up and upsetting. im really glad that amy and i are going together. i think its going to help alot to have someone that ive known for so long/ am so close to with me. even though we may not be emotion processing champs, we've got each others backs. also it will make the adventures more fun. Im bringing two cameras with me a digital and a holga/aka a plastic medium format camera and will definetly share lots of pics upon my return.
its also weird cause its definetly the begining of me leaving albany, which is a whole traumatic but exciting event in and of itself. but ive definetly been pretty high anxiety because of what feels to be a bit of instability in my life, so not the norm for me. but ive got some bachs rescue remedy in tow, and some bedtime, calm you down tea, and a realization that im in a high anxiety place but things will probably be ok, and lets hope that can carry me through...eh?
anyway more updates when i have more to update on besides, my processing process of processing.
xo
its also weird cause its definetly the begining of me leaving albany, which is a whole traumatic but exciting event in and of itself. but ive definetly been pretty high anxiety because of what feels to be a bit of instability in my life, so not the norm for me. but ive got some bachs rescue remedy in tow, and some bedtime, calm you down tea, and a realization that im in a high anxiety place but things will probably be ok, and lets hope that can carry me through...eh?
anyway more updates when i have more to update on besides, my processing process of processing.
xo