Feb 04, 2004 13:55
If you don't know,lately I've been like uber sad.And to honest,I really don't know why.So it's kinda wierd.But like Chris will go to work in the morning,and I will miss him like crazy,like the second after he leaves.Even though I know he'll be home.And my sleeping patterns are off =/ So I dunno..Like today,I didn't go to sleep til about 8 or 9,and Chris came to say bye to me and give me a kiss and stuff,and so I was fine,til he turned around and waved and I started choking up,and I teared =/.I don't know what's wrong with me,Maybe I just need something to occupy my time,I just dunno..Anyways on a more positive note,so I text'd Chris and told him I cried and he asked why,and I told him & He sent me a series of texts saying.. "You're soooooo beautiful".. "I'm gonna make you happy,but I won't tell you when"..I think he's thinking of something big, :-D and "I love you".That's my Boo Bear,and I love him more than anything..He's my everything & I'm lost without him.He can make me smile,even on the worse of days.And that's just one of the many reasons I love him more than anything,anyone in this crazy world.Anyways I'm tired,so I'm going to go lay down or something I'll update more,I love you Christopher..
<3 Sara