the only thing that matters is just following your heart

[xoxstuckonyou]

tonight was super fun! sammy came over at like 5:30 or so and we ate some grilled cheese n then we were like hmm what to do ... so we decided to go to southdale and try on prom dresses .... it was so fun! i found this gorgeous dress ... it was black and long with thin straps and sparklies on it ... it was so cute i love it haha. n then we hit up the dollar store! hahaha it was bomb, they had cookies so we bought them! and i got amys b-day gift ... n then we walked around and saw this gorgeous guy by the ice cream thinger and we were like staring at him and we walked by him like 18 times lol n then my bro and eric and ryan came and picked us up ... it as a fun ride home, haha. then we went 2 the movie store and got *the ring* and we came home and started watching it and then we were like hmm this is pointless cuz we arent watching, just talking so we turned it off and started dancing ... hahahaha it was so great! n then my bro and his friends came downstairs ... so we stopped dancing haha and then she left n now here i am!

ugh ... why do i do this to myself? i get my hopes up that *he* finally likes me, just to be let down. i have to stop believing it. i know *he* likes *her* and i just need to accept that ... but then i start to think i have a chance again ... grr i dont like it but i guess i have to live with it :/