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[xoxstarsglimmer]

Love is stupid.
Lust is confusing.
I dont know what my heart feels anymore.
Was it ever love?
Does love even exist?
Is lust the only thing our minds and hearts know?
I dont know anymore.
I give up.
Love isnt real.

Or if it is, you only fall in love once in your life and then after that no one will matter.

Too bad my first time turned out so shitty.
...and now I am second guessing my second time, did I ever even love either of them.
I dont know anymore.
This is gay.