Jul 16, 2004 12:39
Well Joel and Jess r back 2gether...and I guess theres not much I can say but Im happy 4 u to and hope it last 4 a long time....On the othe hand my mom for the first time took me by the hair and hit me...but I guess I need it bc I was on the computer at 2:30...My sister is going to b 18 soon and Lulu is going to b 14 and so is Corey...so 2 marrow Im going to hang out with Corey and Megan and Scott and Nick...and It was going to b Joel but I dont think we r friends anymore...and Im happy to say that I dont give 2 shits that wer not friends...he used me and he was NOT the 2st and he wont b the last...so I dont even care anymore...anyboo...ummm so the whole Sean thing...ya I dont kno I dont understand y I like him...he acks like Im shit...but u kno...and Aaron just fuck u...I dont kno how u do it but u do...and u go from one of my friends 2 another...and it HURTS...ya 2 kno tha u and Ashley makeout all the time...ya it KIllS...but u kno Im just going to ack like nothings wrong and mayb one day ull kno how it feels...and that one day that u do...ukno u can come 2 me...u kno Ill always b here 4 u...and I just wanted to kno if u kno how it feels when Ashley fucks with u and u cant b with bc she DONT wanna go out with u but she likes u...ya u kno tha feeling the one where u would do anyting 2 get it bc u got 2 b with her but the same one that u would give anything not to feel...ya then y do u do it 2 me?