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I decided that I feel like saying how I feel about you.
Okay You're first because I'm talking to you now. I'm really glad that we're close, because you've really helped me with a lot. I know that I can tell you anything, and thats really cool because I'm pretty sure no matter what, we'll always be friends. I'm really glad we started talking and such.
You're next, because you're mad at me for some reason. I'm glad we're friends but sometimes I feel like I cant tell you some things because I dont know how you'll react. If something isnt your way, then it's wrong. And that's not fair because I've always done things my own way, and a friend should be a friend no matter what. Not just if something is the way THEY want. I guess I just wish I felt like I know you'd be there for me. The things i do are the things I want to do, becaue I want to do them. I wish you could understand that its my life.
You're the love of my life. I mean that. You make me cry sometimes, sometimes a lot, but you always make me feel better. I tell you absolutely everything. We've gone through a lot. Lately, I feel like you dont care about me as much...and I even think you like someone else. I dont know if you realize you like this person..But I dunno..I'm afraid to lose you. You push me away when you're upset or angry and that hurts but I understand thats just how you are when you're mad. I could go on forever about you, but I wont. I know that times get hard, but I love you so much.
You're fourth because right now, you wont even talk to me. You're mad at me, and thats fine. i'll get over it. You were like my best friend for a while, and then things changed. I hate change. But thats how it has to be. You promised things wouldnt come to this, but they have, like I knew they would. I really miss you, but obviously you dont feel the same.
You're also one of my best friends. We've known eachother since 7th grade. We've pretty much always been tight, with an exception. But we're gonna move to Cali together....And such....Music is your life, and mine. We work well together...I'm proud to have a friend like you. We understand eachother soo well....and thats awesaome because not a lot of people understand everything the way you do.
You and I dont talk much anymore. I almost like it better that way. You are never nice to anyone anymore.. The reason I'm writing about you, is because I found old pictures. But ya know what? Pictures dont change, the people in them do. And thats what happened..you changed..I changed..and I guess things are better for both of us.
Sigh. I guess somethings just had to get out. I'm not even done but oh well. Whateverr