i suck at life.
so people make mistakes, right?
But I always seem to take my mistakes to the ultimate level of stupidity
Just when everything seemed almost perfect...
...it's almost as if I can't except being happy, because everytime I am, I pull some ridiculous stunt and fuck everything up.
I have no one to blame but myself.
whether you forgive me or not....I still haven't forgave myself.
I betrayed you. Your trust. Our friendship....I'm sorry is an understatement of how I truely feel.
But I can't find the words to explain how I really feel.
....so all I can say is...I'm sorry.