meh
I'm completely not in a a good mood... I'm stupid, once again, as always?
Everytime I hear that sound I never get the result I want... It's not what I want it to be... I'm stupid for assuming, or thinking, or anything... I'm stupid for believing. Why did I believe? Did I really think it would matter? Me admitting things... Did that really matter? All the nonsense I went through earlier... Did it matter? I don't think any of it did... I'm just another person to ignore my call or discard my text... I seriously think that's it. I saw it happen, but I didn't think it'd happen to me.. And I think it has... I'm so stupid. And i'm upset, UPSET.. of all things. I get upset way too easily nowdays...
Everytime I hear that sound I never get the result I want... It's not what I want it to be... I'm stupid for assuming, or thinking, or anything... I'm stupid for believing. Why did I believe? Did I really think it would matter? Me admitting things... Did that really matter? All the nonsense I went through earlier... Did it matter? I don't think any of it did... I'm just another person to ignore my call or discard my text... I seriously think that's it. I saw it happen, but I didn't think it'd happen to me.. And I think it has... I'm so stupid. And i'm upset, UPSET.. of all things. I get upset way too easily nowdays...