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Words don't seem to come so easy
When I need them oh so badly
Here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
Maybe I can give this another
Shot or sing about a broken
Heart, or imitate the way it feels
If this was happening for real
This distance seems closer
When you shove it in my face
This moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
They're torn, they have frayed edges
This dusty book
Is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
No, I can't breathe
Put me on the next page outta here
To live forever on this paper
Capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice
No matter what I say, no matter what I write here,
I'm sick of always looking at this page with a blank stare
You never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you
Words don't always come as easily as you might want them to...
anyways. yeah im depress'd hmm i feel im at an all time low. ben is with kelly when not technically but they are just leave it at that. so im gigivng up on him. i still like clint and i like tyler too. clint wrote brandi this note and it was so sweet. :) lol i sound pathetic. hmm well my cousin is staying with us for like 2 weeks b/c him and his wife might either get a divorce or there just separated for the time being but i dont know. so my mom is like you need to keep him busy and like hangout with him and stuff. which he's fun to hangout with buti dont want ot spend all my time with him. like she wants me to go see harry potter with him this weekend but whatever. i think i may be going to shanes house today hahah i love that girl. i would die with out her.. hmm it seems no matter what i do i seem to get into tragic situations. but whatever. life sucks ill get over it.
<33Courteny
When I need them oh so badly
Here's to playing tug of war with my vocal chords
Maybe I can give this another
Shot or sing about a broken
Heart, or imitate the way it feels
If this was happening for real
This distance seems closer
When you shove it in my face
This moment has left me with nothing else to say
I'm losing my interest with these empty pages
They're torn, they have frayed edges
This dusty book
Is bothered by my rusty eye and I can't see
No, I can't breathe
Put me on the next page outta here
To live forever on this paper
Capture this void and fill it with the frenzy in my voice
No matter what I say, no matter what I write here,
I'm sick of always looking at this page with a blank stare
You never seem to know, and they never seem to tell you
Words don't always come as easily as you might want them to...
anyways. yeah im depress'd hmm i feel im at an all time low. ben is with kelly when not technically but they are just leave it at that. so im gigivng up on him. i still like clint and i like tyler too. clint wrote brandi this note and it was so sweet. :) lol i sound pathetic. hmm well my cousin is staying with us for like 2 weeks b/c him and his wife might either get a divorce or there just separated for the time being but i dont know. so my mom is like you need to keep him busy and like hangout with him and stuff. which he's fun to hangout with buti dont want ot spend all my time with him. like she wants me to go see harry potter with him this weekend but whatever. i think i may be going to shanes house today hahah i love that girl. i would die with out her.. hmm it seems no matter what i do i seem to get into tragic situations. but whatever. life sucks ill get over it.
<33Courteny