So stressed!
So yesterday I spent the whole babysitting for my cousin ,her little girl is almost 3 months and I didn't get hardly any sleep the tonight before so I was exhausted after she left and I figured that I would be so tired I would sleep really good last night since I have to watch her again today.
So I went to sleep at around 7:00 and I freakin woke up at about 9:30 and its now 5:58 am and I haven't gotten any sleep again and even though I'm hoping the baby will be more comfortable being here today and sleep a lot better I just have a feeling I'm going to be completely stressed and really frazzled :( :( I seriously thought I was gonna have a break down yesterday and now I gotta do it all over again!!!!
The one thing that really stresses me the most is that I'm not use to watching newborns by myself and I so worried that I'll accidentally do something wrong and hurt her or something, :(
On a plus though my lack of sleep did allow me to see the incredibly gorgeousness that is The Legend Killer Randy Orton:)
So I went to sleep at around 7:00 and I freakin woke up at about 9:30 and its now 5:58 am and I haven't gotten any sleep again and even though I'm hoping the baby will be more comfortable being here today and sleep a lot better I just have a feeling I'm going to be completely stressed and really frazzled :( :( I seriously thought I was gonna have a break down yesterday and now I gotta do it all over again!!!!
The one thing that really stresses me the most is that I'm not use to watching newborns by myself and I so worried that I'll accidentally do something wrong and hurt her or something, :(
On a plus though my lack of sleep did allow me to see the incredibly gorgeousness that is The Legend Killer Randy Orton:)