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...sometimes life sucks, but thats alright, i'm ok, it ain't nothin' but another day... ::sigh::
today was such a blast! i love how people pretend to have a great time with you and then totally shock you by saying how pissy their day was once you came into it! :) i love how people say its ok and not ur fault that ur late and then go off on you becuase their bad day began with you being late! isn't it lovely, oh just so lovely when people say they love you and you totally know they don't, or you tell them you love them and they just dont believe you?! i kno i sure as fuck do! isn't it super fun to have a horrible day and all you need is a water bottle full of vodka and your bed, but all you have is water and insomnia??? i know these are the days i live for! oooh here's another fun one: ok, here it goes!!!- how great is it when your life isn't really yours anymore? like when everyone but YOU have a say and input on how to run YOUR life BUT YOU. oh and if you don't take their advice watch out becuase they'll make sure you do! yes! i live for days and weeks and months like this!
shit.. this is so gay. i thought my day was going good for a change and then it took a totally wrong turn. hah.. i guess thats what i get for easing up a bit and trying to have fun. and fuck, nobody gets: "im just in kind of a blah mood." no they dont want to hear that. they'd rather say something like "oh ur boyfriend just told how pissed he is at you." so that way they get the "ur super funny, real cute, im havine a horrible day, i hate you and dont want to deal with you, fuck off asshole!!" why can't people get a fuckin clue? oh well i guess.. since i couldnt sleep and needed to do something i figured i would tell you what an "awesome" day i had!! :D good night and fuck everyone wanting to ruin someone's day, week, month, life, etc... hell, i guess that means fuck the world. hah...
<3 allie <3
today was such a blast! i love how people pretend to have a great time with you and then totally shock you by saying how pissy their day was once you came into it! :) i love how people say its ok and not ur fault that ur late and then go off on you becuase their bad day began with you being late! isn't it lovely, oh just so lovely when people say they love you and you totally know they don't, or you tell them you love them and they just dont believe you?! i kno i sure as fuck do! isn't it super fun to have a horrible day and all you need is a water bottle full of vodka and your bed, but all you have is water and insomnia??? i know these are the days i live for! oooh here's another fun one: ok, here it goes!!!- how great is it when your life isn't really yours anymore? like when everyone but YOU have a say and input on how to run YOUR life BUT YOU. oh and if you don't take their advice watch out becuase they'll make sure you do! yes! i live for days and weeks and months like this!
shit.. this is so gay. i thought my day was going good for a change and then it took a totally wrong turn. hah.. i guess thats what i get for easing up a bit and trying to have fun. and fuck, nobody gets: "im just in kind of a blah mood." no they dont want to hear that. they'd rather say something like "oh ur boyfriend just told how pissed he is at you." so that way they get the "ur super funny, real cute, im havine a horrible day, i hate you and dont want to deal with you, fuck off asshole!!" why can't people get a fuckin clue? oh well i guess.. since i couldnt sleep and needed to do something i figured i would tell you what an "awesome" day i had!! :D good night and fuck everyone wanting to ruin someone's day, week, month, life, etc... hell, i guess that means fuck the world. hah...
<3 allie <3