i wish this wanst true! :(
ok i have some pretty bad news! my gma has cancer and it spread through out her whole body they took xrays and from her skull to her tailbone and its all down her spine and everything its in her bones,lungs,and she has 2 huge tumors that if she eats shes not getting ne nutrition shes just feeding the tumors not her and theres nothing we can do cuz its to far along and one tumor is pressing on her lungs and the other is near her heart. Now she has to take pain medicatation like morphine pills and w/e else they give her but shes gonna get really bad the dr.'s say shes gonna talk different and act different and not in a good way :( i wish there was something we could do i dont want to give my grandma up the closest thing i have to me! the one who knos absolutely everything ive eva done and eva wanted to do!
So today she got discharged from the hospital and she came home. When she was laying in her bed ihad a convo w/her asking her ?'s and stuff i recorded it that way i'll always be able to hear her voice nick,erik,david are all on it too she likes them all. She told jim earlier today that she wants me to have her car and that she loves me and i told her the same!... i just dont kno wut to do i mean it pisses me off so much that theres a posion eating away at my grandma i ... ugh... idk ne more wut to do and its hard cuz everytime im w/her shes acting like her ole funny self ya kno? and it dosent seem like ne things wrong w/her... And idk if ne one knos wut this is a hospice but my gma has to go to avalon and i dont want her to cuz nicks gma went there and she ended up dying ... I want to take care of my gma i want her close to me at times like these its so depressing cuz ill prob. end up crying myself to sleeep and theres nothing i can do but try to enjoy all the time i have left w/her. Ive never had someone so close to me have so many things wrong w/them and not be able to get better but i pray to god that she can and i hope all of you guys do to cuz u kno how my gma is shes a fun loving do ne thing for ne one kind of a person it would mean alot to me and i would really really appricate it!
GOD HELP MY GRANDMA! PLEASE!
So today she got discharged from the hospital and she came home. When she was laying in her bed ihad a convo w/her asking her ?'s and stuff i recorded it that way i'll always be able to hear her voice nick,erik,david are all on it too she likes them all. She told jim earlier today that she wants me to have her car and that she loves me and i told her the same!... i just dont kno wut to do i mean it pisses me off so much that theres a posion eating away at my grandma i ... ugh... idk ne more wut to do and its hard cuz everytime im w/her shes acting like her ole funny self ya kno? and it dosent seem like ne things wrong w/her... And idk if ne one knos wut this is a hospice but my gma has to go to avalon and i dont want her to cuz nicks gma went there and she ended up dying ... I want to take care of my gma i want her close to me at times like these its so depressing cuz ill prob. end up crying myself to sleeep and theres nothing i can do but try to enjoy all the time i have left w/her. Ive never had someone so close to me have so many things wrong w/them and not be able to get better but i pray to god that she can and i hope all of you guys do to cuz u kno how my gma is shes a fun loving do ne thing for ne one kind of a person it would mean alot to me and i would really really appricate it!
GOD HELP MY GRANDMA! PLEASE!