today and tomorrow....
hey people! wats up? nothing really went on, i was just kinda left outta everything today but i kinda found out who my friends r. which is a good feelin and i found people that really care bout me and wat i have to say and not just "o". and the people that listen to me they respect me and wat i do and wat i have to say. they take wat i say into consideration and it feels good to have that. they like me 4 who i am and honestly they dont want me to change. and tomorrow i have my xmas concert! cant wait! aaaa not! but watever ill b cool wit it even tho i really want it to snow and not have it bc i really dont feel like gettin ready for it. and anyway gettin back to the friends thing i also realized when i try tellin some1 something they really dont care bout it and that really pisses me off like alot and somethings that they say gets on my nerves soo fuckin much! i just wish things were goin good but they aint and it sucks alot! i soo wish i had a bf to rely on and b happy wit. ok ttyl