ok so yeah

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i got a new site. yup. yesterday was a long day. like it went by so slowly but when i went to jons it seemed like i was only there for an hour. i hope u all enjoyed your day yesterday! i did! but yeah.i really wanna lay out in the sun that would make me so happy..for sum reason im always happy when im laying out in the sun..alone..listening to music and sleeping or relaxing. i had a really weird dream last nite. every night for the past week ive either been having really weird dreams or horrible night mares. the other night i was sleeping and i woke up with a cut on my hand and im still trying to figure out how i got it. im gunna make my mom finish the white stripe around my room that me and grace attempted to do. so i can put everything back up tomorrow or tuesday cus we dont have school then either. yeah. last nite i was thinking about all the things i do wrong and have done wrong and i was thinking about everything i hate about my self. sumtimes i wonder why i even try. but im thankful for wat i have and and happy most of the time. i jus wish sum things were different with me..

i think i have the cold thingy that kayla has. it sucks

...I wonder wats going on tonight..monday night i think its gunna be like old times..hopfully that would be great.

god.. i hate it here. i hate being home. i hate my family. they only want me here so they can have a babysitting and a cleaning maid. fuck them i hate it so much i jus want to get away...