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joeseph just dropped me and b. ike off and i am sort of glad because i am pretty tired and drained. we were supposed to go watch a movie with travis and krystal but the ripcordz wouldn't shut the funk up!
i said goodbye to a few people tonight, like bevurlee. we rode bikes to harveys and we are super funny and i love bevurlee. i will miss you!!!!! vagiiiina!
tomorrow ko kyle is coming over to buy my speakers and we are going to go to humptys which is uber specialz0rz to the max! and i am glad that tomorrow i get to see a bunch of people before i leave and i know that i will have fun. and i'm glad that i get to leave on such a good note, even though it is going to be so hard, and i am so scared.
tomorrow during the day i am also supposed to go see travis for a little while, and i also need to pawn some shit and sell some records and pack a lot.
i have most of the stuff i need to bring sorted out, it's just everything else - but i think i should be able to do well. i mean, as long as i throw out all the garbage my mom can just pack the rest.
so yes, this is going to be one of my last entries in this journal. it's weird, it seems like this journal is really old, because i feel like i've put so much into it - but in reality i've only had it for a year.
anyway, this is your invitation to see me one last time - 10:15pm ish at the boson pizza on jasper ave. be there or be L7. we're going to rock the party that rocks the partyparty. i hope!
xo
tararist taranchula maximum
ps. too many things zooming around in my head, and i'm not sure of whatt o do with them all. it's just a dream, a never ending reminder. if i had just worked harder. and harderandharderandharder. everything right now is ridiculously scary, but i am trying to keep calm, with my chin up, and my mind focused on good stuff. eep! i don't know what the hell the next month is going to hold, let alone the next six, or twelve or twentyfour. here's hoping for everything, for the best.
ps. to the second power:
i am geekburger.