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and i, lied, to myself
and said, its for the best*
ahhaaha..why would someone do that to themselves? ehh, whatever. Just lie to yourself and make it one big fantasy right? WRONG. Life's no fantasy! You can't just a fantasy into reality now can you?! Apparently thats what some people like to do but hey...it's their life. And the people who care about them try to be a good friend and keep them on track...well, its their decison if they wanna listen to their friends or not. Which well, they should. But anyways..
Today was a Monday. BOOOO. exactly 2 weeks until softball starts =) =) I just wont have a life and then i'll miss my friends =(. That's not good BUT I wont let that happen. This weekend i went prom dress shopping, and i got my dress. Then i spent most of it in the hospital visiting my grandmother. It wasnt too pleasant to see a sweet old lady with such high spirits laying helpless in a hospital bed. Man, that just kinda killed me right there. Then, on sunday, during the time that I wasn't at the hospital, I went to the S.W.C.L.E. cheering comp with Matt to watch the girls cheer and stuff. I saw one of my friends from a while ago so it was pretty cool. Hmm, oh well, not much to really say. peacee kiddies
<3
and said, its for the best*
ahhaaha..why would someone do that to themselves? ehh, whatever. Just lie to yourself and make it one big fantasy right? WRONG. Life's no fantasy! You can't just a fantasy into reality now can you?! Apparently thats what some people like to do but hey...it's their life. And the people who care about them try to be a good friend and keep them on track...well, its their decison if they wanna listen to their friends or not. Which well, they should. But anyways..
Today was a Monday. BOOOO. exactly 2 weeks until softball starts =) =) I just wont have a life and then i'll miss my friends =(. That's not good BUT I wont let that happen. This weekend i went prom dress shopping, and i got my dress. Then i spent most of it in the hospital visiting my grandmother. It wasnt too pleasant to see a sweet old lady with such high spirits laying helpless in a hospital bed. Man, that just kinda killed me right there. Then, on sunday, during the time that I wasn't at the hospital, I went to the S.W.C.L.E. cheering comp with Matt to watch the girls cheer and stuff. I saw one of my friends from a while ago so it was pretty cool. Hmm, oh well, not much to really say. peacee kiddies
<3