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Well, this week was pretttttyyy umm..twisted..the schedules are all messed up and its making the day drag so much fucking ass. Everyone..and EVERYONE is setting eachother off...and it fucking sucks. you know, i fucking walk into school thinking like hey, im gonna put myself in a good moood, but there's always that someone to just be like HAHA! im not in a good mood, or everyone just sets eachother off. And yea, i know its winter carnival week..but..seriously..we all gotta calm down..And i dont feel like im getting along with anyone at all this week. Just a few people..and thats it. I mean, normally, i dont like to brag, and most of you who TRUELY FUCKING KNOW MEE should know that..Im a nice person..ill talk to anyone..but i mean when you have people who you are friends with...and they take little things too seriously, i dont know how much i can really take before i boil over. I used to have a wickid good temper..now im just like wow you suck fuck off...but i dont hold grudges against anyone for so long..and im thinking, well my thoughts are..if you get into a fight with a friend..there has to be some faith hidden somewhere in that friendship to just say fuck it and call a truce. I dont know..whatever..we all have our days..i was having a good one until a little while ago..

anyways...Today we had an obstacle course for winter carnival..we could have done better. After school i walked around to see how the murals were doing and they are lookin pretty sick. then, i took malen and mike to go get a skirt for me..for dress up day tomorrow. Then we went to coldstone, after that, i dropped malen off and me and mike drove around for a bit..it was pretty cool to just talk and stuff...anyways...im done for now..peace

-Matt, Im sorry i didnt bring in the Dance Cook DVD! just get it from me tomorrow or something...sorry =(