What cant stay..will go away..
yes, i know this is the second time Im updating..but whatever. Ive just tried so many things to get my mind off of many things..but i just dont get it. It feels like everyone around me is falling apart, and im the only one thats still standing. If im standing, I can pick those people up right? Well yea, thats what i think, but sometimes, i just get lost..and DONT know how. I need to find a way, and Find it quick. Its not the fact that im not there for those people, because i am..its just everything happens so fast and i cant keep up with it. And i know this isnt gonna stay..so eventaully it will go away. Maybe im just at a point where things do have to take care of themselves..or so ive been telling other people. But that still doesnt defeat the purpose of me just not knowing what my problem is. Or..whatever is going on..that i cant lay a finger on at the moment. Maybe i just gotta drop everything for once. And just..Help when something needs to be helped? But how would i know if i dont ask? There's so many questions left unanswered/without answers. I think i just need a good night's sleep...and even if this was a pointless week of school..i just need the weekend and maybe to get out..