All I want for Christmas is you!
This weekend was a long one. Consisting of no sleep, and feeling like shit. Nomore of that. I decided that I'm not going to goto COS anymore. It's not what I want to do, I don't enjoy it, don't understand it, there for it's a waste of time. I only went into it to get my parents off my back about going to school or doing something w/ my life. Anyways, I went to the book store yesterday and picked up a GED book. I've been working on that for the past 2 days. It's not what I call fun, but it's something I gotta do since it would take me 4 years to finish highschool. If I would've just payed attention and went to school, I would've got good grades and passed. That would mean that I'd be graduating next year. Time went by way to fast. I'm going to be 18 in a year 1/2. That's not long at all. Before I know it I'm gunna be living on my own, with a good job, doing what I want to do. If I want to get myself to that point, I'll have the motivation to work hard and understand it's not going to be easy. If it's really what I want, then I'd have no reason to give up. Anyways, I don't like Mike anymore. I know my reasons why, and that's all that matters. My reasons have nothing to do with him, just me. I realized that I can't go looking for someone to be happy with. One day that person will just come to me.
Well, I'm outta here. I need to go do my studying for the day.
Well, I'm outta here. I need to go do my studying for the day.