Remember the first day we kissed....

Nov 28, 2004 06:49

There's just something about him, that I can't let go.
I don't even know what it is, but I know there's a reason why I held on so long & why I'm still holding on.
I hate this feeling he gives me.
The feeling to even lead me to the question..Am I not good enough?
But then again I love the feeling that he used to give me, the one that made me feel like the luckiest girl in the world, just to be able to lay next to him, and have him hold me.
We would sit in his room for hours, just talking about everything and anything listening to music.
I miss that.
I miss him.
We weren't even serious, so how could be feelings be this deep.
Maybe I'm in love...
Megan in love? HA! Yeaaah riiiight.

I don't know why I'm even rambling on about a kid that doesn't have feelings for me, and who doesn't care about me. Lastnight proved it to me, after he had his ex girlfriend over to stay the night.

blahhhh. whateverrrrr.
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