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soooo my internship shit is due this week.
but i have bigger fish to fry.
since march i have known that my father has prostate cancer, i followed the families rules and didn't tell anyone...well much of anyone.
my mother is driving him to boston at 3:30 am so he can have surgery at 7.
he will be in recover at my graduation, who really knows if he will be able to come.
i just feel likecrying, i mean not so much that im scared just the pain on peoples faces, when we told my sister, my grandmother, my fathers cryptic speech at my brothers wedding.
i am fucking overwhelmed.
i'm entering into a ne wphase of my life.
Rob hooked me up with some contacts and mini-jobs.
but im overwhelmed.
i cant even fucking make the last few changes on my internship forms
or write my essay.
FUUUXXK
hopefully i'll wake up early and go to church with my g-parents, aunt and uncle, while my mom and dad are in boston with my other uncle (who got diagnosed with stage 4 2 weeks befroe my dad)
FUCK THIS LIFE....
but i have bigger fish to fry.
since march i have known that my father has prostate cancer, i followed the families rules and didn't tell anyone...well much of anyone.
my mother is driving him to boston at 3:30 am so he can have surgery at 7.
he will be in recover at my graduation, who really knows if he will be able to come.
i just feel likecrying, i mean not so much that im scared just the pain on peoples faces, when we told my sister, my grandmother, my fathers cryptic speech at my brothers wedding.
i am fucking overwhelmed.
i'm entering into a ne wphase of my life.
Rob hooked me up with some contacts and mini-jobs.
but im overwhelmed.
i cant even fucking make the last few changes on my internship forms
or write my essay.
FUUUXXK
hopefully i'll wake up early and go to church with my g-parents, aunt and uncle, while my mom and dad are in boston with my other uncle (who got diagnosed with stage 4 2 weeks befroe my dad)
FUCK THIS LIFE....