May 22, 2004 23:26
hi...just when i'm happy something has to go and ruin it for me. mirissa told me that rodney said we arent together..thats pretty damn gay of him to ask me out and then tell people we arent together..w/e im not gonna worry about it because he can be gay all he wants and see what happens. gosh it just sucks because i was soo happy and now im just not anymore..damn..he'll be home formw magic mountain soon..i hope he gets on the comp cause i need to talk to him. paige doesnt think he told mirissa that because she said he was gone and so she couldnt have talked to him. but i dont know why she would make it up. paige said shes either just joking around or shes jealous. i think he really said that because he likes her..but i dont know..thats just my opinion. which doesnt seem to matter anymore. haha doug asked me who i like and i said i dont know..because if rodney can act like we arent together then i can act like i dont like him right? yeah thats what i thought lol. well hmm im just sitting here waiting until like 12:30 or so to see if he gets on..paige isnt talking to me anymore:( hmm she must be talking to a bunch of people still..she might go see ryan at this time of night:O thats crazy lol i wish my dad was as cool as her mom! damn to bad for me. well im gonna rollll outta here now late.