Dec 29, 2008 23:51
It hurts too much to breathe lately.
i feel so abandoned, lost, and confused.
Tonight on my home from Saginaw, I was tempted to just driveee south until I ran out of gas
and see where I ended up, hopefully out of miichigan.
I just wanted to drive, drive, drive.
Then I just wanted to call someone and talk to them
but I realized, I had no one to call and talk to.
I came home and reorganized part of my room until I ran out of energy.
I thought that if i did that, i'd feel better, like I was changing something in my life
but then I came across old pictures and notes that didn't help my case at all.
It's so cold.